Can I make you laugh with me?

I can't stop laughing ok:P I really miss of doing prank calls!

A Morning Song

I'm an addict of music Honestly! I just couldn't stop listening to, I'm telling you I Love Music, It's like worshiping everyday to me, I mean I think of myself so insane. For example, Once I took a shower with music on, toilet with music , sleeping and breakfast with music, walking for hours with music, thinking with music, before I sleep in one hour, my ears with tunes, and when I wake up in the morning before I go to Uni, I must stay awake in 2 hours before the class starts so one hour for walking and music then another hour with dressing up and music, driving with music on, studying with music especially chemistry stuff and mathematical problems, I know it should have focused but that is how I focus with, I used to write some novels with music too, it just makes me easier to write down what's on my mind while the rhythm and beats is playing, Just love it !
so Lately I've been downloading some songs from gossip girl TV show including this song:

I couldn't stop playing it, so calm and relaxing, loving her voice,so good for morning,it's I get down by All Wrong and the plans change.

Ps: Blogging with music on! Hehehe

Back To Reality

I heard some people telling how much they missed the bad ass side, the naughty one... I truly honestly tried to be a really behaved young lady when it comes to Love or Trusting a friend, well I'm no longer a teenage girl anymore but I missed my old days, how I used to be and How awesome girl who would do so crazy dare, just dancing around with who ever around and an animal party one, no I still don't regret except that I fell in love with some jerks, I wish I stayed lesbian (naah bad idea), and now... everything's changed...maybe because.... Lots of reason.

At the same time I like how I'am now so Lame and boring but Like how the gossip girl said "prohibition never stood a chance against exhibition , it's human nature to be free ,and no matter how long you try to be good ,you can't keep the bad girl down" Did I write right?



now I got through to Gossip Girl season 3 but this part from season 1 is the best, My favorite ! I just like how Blair did her move and how Chuck stared her , so Amazed ! Love it !

PS: so is it hard to change ?

Your Halloween Costume !

Yeah, I know that Halloween is over and no I didn't celebrate :( no one is celebrating here, boring! anyways so I was thinking about Your Halloween Costume, I mean I know you may say naah we don't actually wear those things and whatever but come on Just Imagine yourself in what clothing you're wearing in the middle of the night surrounding weird creatures fashion look! It's fun !

so Tell me what would you like to dress up for Halloween? why? I want the reason please!

Anyways I think mine would be LADY GAGA :D why?
well lots of reason out there, first she's one of a Freaky kind! every nasty boys and girls would like to party with her :P So it's hot ! I think that would scare out for good fellas and behaved ladies out there:P by the way,she's a nice Lady trust me! No I'm not her fan but I like her lyrics and how freaky she is. And not to forget her style is smoking Hot !

Or my second choice would be a Ganguro, I know I know but they look scary and I think it would suit me as well,No offense to Japayoki Ganguro Girls




Your turn now...

I'm scared...

I know Love is something magic and beautiful to feel it, and how it's like to live in a moment of it..yeah I'm serious.. But I'm scared.. I just have this feeling after every experiences I had, It was never working out until I have this first true love... Ok.. I'll clear up to you..I used to think being in love is just a great occupation than any jobs to employ.. I mean You get the office and everything's just fill up some comfort,accessories and workers welcoming you ,then after everything what you have seen, you fell in love with it. And I still do, but scares me because it will change me to someone else. For example, when I'm into a guy, I stay mean really mean, telling him some unflattering things and whatever, I know how rude and stupid but that's me, maybe because I've been raised by a strong mother who does not show love more but the best of her and for her daughters, so I was never been sweet and if I'm being sweet to a guy(friend) then I'm not interested in him of course, weird haa! so my point is... if I'm being mean and the guy still bare my dark side and being kind with me,it will actually impress me ! but not that fast..

The reason I'm afraid of being in love or loved though I'am ...
it's cause it will change me to someone sweet, fun and wild which I find it easy person , I don't know , it's just my point of view.. I feel more comfortable of being mean and not smiling all the time and to random people, it makes me feel weak..
I'm happy to be with but I'm afraid that it will destroy me to someone else like I have said above, I know most of you would think this is something good but well... I'm just scared and I do need support from him, I know my fiance deserves more than anything but he knows me well that I was born and raised like that but still I want to show him more, more fascinating as in surprises, changing attitude to better , be friendly to anyone he introduced me to, stop revenging (I'm trying),well nobody's perfect...

I couldn't handle when he's being nice and gentle with me as usual and I'm so aggressive,and rough, and whenever there's an argument, he gets into silent and I keep talking loud and louder, sounds unfair but the funny thing is I so deeply in love with that guy, how he is , how he turns me on, how he makes me laugh whenever I'm angry or feeling down , it's just hard to live without him... but I'm still scared ... Do you think I'm being silly? I think yes !

Fear Less, Love More.

Have you actually heard?!

No left and right
No more upside down
No more A best friend
No more A single Love
Yes ! we won , Yes we are
Yes ! I'am !

Ps: this is the best anniversary ever a dream come true i love you Angeles and always will :)

Photos Diary

So, these days is just like any other days before, nothing new, I do the same routine like waking up in the morning before two hours I go to class because I dress up late and do some skin care and a little refreshing make up you know girls, but I end up being there at the exact time so woohw goodness, checking some cool updates things around internet, no I don't check face book regularly, I'm only there to play some games:P nor twitter, I actually dislike twitter cause I find it pretty boring like people telling stuff what they do ,I mean who cares and there might be something ,well I don't wanna check it anymore, but I find blog much better than those two :)

so lets check my album:P btw I like taking randomness pictures, well I'm not good at it at all, just for fun anyhow.

My breakfast, ofcourse it's jelly and whatever those tiny things and almost the cake, Gosh I don't know names except for Milk.I love kind of this breakfast than just a cereal thingy.

You can see in my Uni is so crowd which took me at least 30 mins to get a parking lot, trust me!

Omg, I love these Slippers, so pigish <3 My friend's sister brought them from Malay, Thanks.


Lunch with Family at noodles factory, You know it's been along time I haven't had lunch at home :( I gained weight I hated , have you tried a red chili or hot spicy with Onion, It's yummy !! it makes my mood go so good.

I love flowers so much that every month I have to get one, My friends brought me some roses for my birthday thanks babes ^_^ I'm thinking of getting fancy fake flowers than real cause I feel bad of seeing them dying:(

Well I have a biggest regret which I've never felt before, It's mac foundation NC 37 , well It didn't suit to my skin color, it's darker , also I was stupid that I was in a rush cause I don't really use foundation plus never had so my first and guess I won't using it at all:( I just used the moisture, it's quite fine. Btw, I love my nail polish color, so classy !

I love this Pancit Palabok, Mom cooked it, <3>